okay... enough is enough.  i am closing shop.  just building more debt.  people are not buying or shopping.  really no choice left.  going to need a job to pay off the debt.  i thought of it as a career when it started.  i wanted to make it a success.  it became a hobby.  not easy to make money. formula is always changing.  now it is just a burden, financially and emotionally.  time to cut losses.  sad.